I met your god when I was young enough
To swaddle him in doll’s clothes.
Alone in darkened rooms,
I knew if I opened the windows inside me
Something would creep in and bite off his little brittle limbs.
My little bitter heart saw him stabbed by sunbeams,
Crushed by dust,
Bleeding stolen candy and forgotten prayers,
Poisoned by possibilities under unlocked sinks.
Unaware of the beasts at the door,
Petulant,
He transubstantiated into a toy.
Lips puckered,
Waiting to suck.
I accidentally found myself listening to a man berating his deity for the manner in which it chose to do business, or maybe he was preaching. He knocked this from a dusty shelf in my mind. Big people never listen, do they?

March 17th, 2012 at 4:26 pm
i *love* that A. A. Milne poem, just love it. also yours. love.
March 17th, 2012 at 4:44 pm
Yes, the fact that that poem really has been in my head since I was about five puts it on my short list of Amazing Things Ever.
March 19th, 2012 at 6:43 am
Wow [NAME WITHHELD], I had no idea you could write like this! I look forward to reading your other stuff, and will get some of mine to you soon.
March 19th, 2012 at 9:54 pm
In other news, Lori, WHEN ARE WE GOING TO GO DANCING?